A Sunless Landscape

2010-02-14T03:53:00.002+08:00

The 'right' to do something does not make it 'right' to do it.
So, conflict of ideologies spurs the contradiction on.
And yes, wrongfully, things seem to be fine. 'Right?'
Set aside.

Acts that:
"(1) Falls on a negative note.
(2) Likely to fall on a negative note
(3) With the knowledge that it falls or likely to fall on a negative note."
are known to be an act of dishonesty.

To sum it up, you are most likely deceive yourself and your own moral beliefs.

So, is a glass of water half full or half empty?
You decide, you act.

Boringggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.

2009-12-06T21:39:00.002+08:00

Vacationnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!

Bye bye peeps.
PS: Don't bother contacting me from Tues, 8 Dec 2009 onwards.
It'll be a long long long long long lonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng, much needed vacation.

For Sale?!

2009-10-05T01:42:00.008+08:00

New Batch Of Homemade Tie Dye Tees For Sale!!

Price:$13.00 each. Email - sshaz-ni@hotmail.com
Cash Payment Upon Meetup.
Deal:Woodlands Mrt Only (Unless I Propose Another Location)

1) Rainbow Spiral Size: M (34-36)

Status: SOLD

2) Concentric Circle Size: L (36-38)

Status: Available

3) The V-Pattern Size: M (34-36)

Status: SOLD

4) Corner Accordian Size: XL
Status: SOLD

5) The Reversed Spider Size: L (36-38)

Status: Available

6) The Oval Size: M (34-36)

Status: Available

7) Striated Spiral Size: L (36-38)

Status: Available

8) The Spider Size: M (34-36)
Status: SOLD

9) Sleeveless Spiral Size: M (34-36)

Status: SOLD

10) Sleeveless Spider Size: L (36-38)

Status: SOLD

$13.00 per piece. Drop me an email if interested!!

Better days ahead!

2009-09-26T05:18:00.001+08:00

"Easyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy" - Okwerdz

2009-09-25T02:28:00.001+08:00

"You blewwwwwwwwwwwwwww it!!! You had a chance and you fucking blewwwwwwwwwwwwit!!!" - Reda

Final Chapter, Not.

2009-06-28T16:20:00.003+08:00

Deep down, deep down inside, I wish.
I thirst, I hunger.
However, the Earth will never be a cold dead place.
That's the concrete happening of life.

What about solitude?
I seek delight in it.
There's no need to arouse, shape up and toss it in.
And that keeps me prowling.

Humanity was and is still exaggerated.
We all infiltrate into the world alone.
And yes, we demise alone.
How overpromoted! Indeed.

There's a necessity for me to lie dormant, yet again.
Hibernate.
If it keeps me grinning from ear to ear,
Why shouldn't I be?

Till then,
Better days ahead.
In better days, we'll meet again.
I am very sorry everybody.
And yes, I'm actually feeling (Y) typing this post.
Don't assume that I'm (N). Hahahahaha.

Merry we meet, merry we part.
There's nothing wrong with me, I'm just following my heart.
HAHAHAHAHA. Lame rhyme. :)

Toodles for good. :)))

Yours Truly.

2009-05-25T20:10:00.001+08:00

Violated international commitments?
North Korea North Korea.
Show me thy light.
Nuclear.

Check back in 3 years for the end of humanity. :)

2009-05-22T19:05:00.002+08:00

This is my laughable attempt in trying to revive a seemingly extinct blog.

Life.
How's life treating me?

Life is manageable, neutral and hectic at times. How ironic.
What say you?

2009-05-15T22:14:00.002+08:00

How many times can you live the same life on a different day?
Everyone exists.
But how many lives?

Existence means nothing.

2009-02-10T23:37:00.000+08:00

"Strength lies in differences, not in similarities." - Stephen Covey

2009-02-02T15:26:00.002+08:00

After all, I'm one of thee.
I consume, so do you.
I conserve, so do you.

I'm ordinary, normal, a brick in a wall, an atom in a molecule.
But you? You're special, great, the chimney of a house, the E in ego?
At least that's what you think.

2009-01-25T02:31:00.002+08:00

It's drawing nearer and nearer.
Only time will tell.
Get ready for an impact.
Hide.
Hide.
Hide.
Gargantuan event with an unearthy yet seemingly intangible responsibility.
Hope is not a noun in this case.
Ahhhh.

2008-12-25T04:42:00.002+08:00

Broken Arrow (Album) - The Album Leaf

Once again.
Yours truly is victorious in pulling out a disappointing act.
A gargantuan one indeed.
Cliche. Shit happens.

On another note, pass me the screwdriver.
I did the job, big time.
Allen key anyone?

2008-12-23T00:10:00.001+08:00

Wrong. Did Go Where I?

2008-12-16T11:43:00.002+08:00

Dear ankle.

For every single day in life, i couln't shouldn't wouldn't might not have done it without you.
You served me well. I just hope you get well soon.

From an angry bummed youth.

Haha.
Mithridate oh mithridate, left me glancing around the clock.
For which, the present the past gave to me, have not much of an impression on the future.
If life ain't that complex, it wont be life.
Present?!!! Denali.

2008-12-08T01:38:00.001+08:00

Butterfly.

2008-12-04T18:07:00.002+08:00

After all, it bears no meaning.
Haha. Mafucks! Let's head north down.
Fake it.

Flip your compass a whole good round.
Tell me what you get.

2008-11-28T03:17:00.000+08:00

SWITCHHHH!!!!
MAPHUCKS!!!
Haha.

2008-10-22T23:19:00.002+08:00

Take a step or two.
Trot thoroughly through.
Embark on an unfinished journey.
Only to force yourself to face the attorney.

Daylight breaks, and the rain just won't stop.
People skim one's life and some just hop.
Break through the circular membrane of life.
Only to force yourself to face the knife.

Embrace the non productive days as they go.
With countless fingers and a toe.
Some might call you Medusa or the Pope.
Only to force yourself to face fake hope.

Burst of laughter shot onto you.
And not to forget the mind fuck too.
1 + 2 + 1 = four.
Only to force regret to knock on my door.

Late.

2008-10-01T23:52:00.002+08:00

I've lost one. And then, two.
But it's absurb to lose three.
How can one lose to three?
One = any being.
1<3 thus, one lose to three.
And the fact that a number just whooped your ass is harder than a dick but easier to swallow.
Two, on the other hand, is an integer. Three minus one equals to two.
However, one's lifespan depends on what one did.
So, we can conclude that one is a current asset.
One = current asset = any being.
Two plus one equals to three, not really.
You see, three = a fake representation of something intangible = nature.
We see threes everywhere. Greenery.
So that leaves us to two. Two divide by two equals to one.
Division = binary fission. How I wish binary fission can separate our thoughts and body into two different entity. Besides that an amoeba won't last forever.
An = one, therefore, one = won't last forever.
Thus, one = current asset = any being = won't last forever.
Cherish one to make it a two, usually seen at three.

2008-09-14T21:06:00.002+08:00

Down North.
Two pencil.
Pen up your thoughts, draw the castle in the air.
Getting verbs topsy turvy.
The beginning, the end.

2008-08-19T01:30:00.002+08:00

Each day bloomed the same, died down the same.
Revolved around the same, the same 24 hours.
One will feel the same, sight the same, smell the same, hear the same, talk the same.
Think the same, act the same.
Go home knocking, the same.
Blanket drill, the same.
Wakes up the same and lastly, repeat the same.

The same. Equivalent.
So if E equals to MC(square), then why Einstein isn't the same.
We are the same. Conforming to same norms of the same humanity.
Definitely the same. Then why do people view things differently if everything is ought to be the same.
But at the end of the day, opinions will be the same. Results will be the same.
Aftermath will be the same.
Everything will be the same.
Then why there is a need to be different when everything is the same.
Cause being the same is equivalent to being the same.
Which totally make the same sense about the same things.

The same. Significant.
How such word have a gargantuan impact on your life?
Just like the same Titanic that hit the very same iceberg. Causing the same facts.
The same historical event. The same interests. The same attention.
The same meaning. Meanings and reasonings are the same.
So are cats and dogs, the same.
Now, you think why am I the same. The same rambles.
The same spits. The same issues. The same affairs.
Why wouldn't you question the same medium.
The same conspiracies.
Lee Oswald was the same. So is John F Kennedy, the same.
After all, the same posts won't matter.
Cause I am still the same.
Being the same.
The same me.
The same you.
The same, the same, the same.
The same time.
So why does 60 seconds is the same as a minute.
Cause everything is the same.
A minute is the same as an hour. The same as a day.
A year, a decade, a century.
The same.

Guess, you get the same drift I'm spitting out in the same way.
Guess we're in the same boat.
The same river. The same ocean.
The same, the same, the same.
The same, life.

ps:the same.

2008-08-17T02:46:00.003+08:00

Seemingly satisfied. To what extent.
Satisfaction revolve in a convection current.
Never content, never content. Vaporized by facts.
I guess, thats where fickleness knocks the door.
Only to dissect your mind, your thoughts. And find yourself helpless in settling peacefully.
Choices and decisions, the words that spill out of the cup of life.
Thin line. Thin margin. Frozen by fictions.
You boil choices and you drink decisions.
After all, one will still dehydrate by peeing, sweating, spitting and any other forms of water loss.
But what if, certain gargantuan cocktails and liquid remains in you forever.
Scientifically proven, human body consists of mostly water, liquid.
There can't be no instances when there's no water present in the body.
Unless you are darting on death which results in funeral which shed tears.
And tears is still liquid, cocktails, water, vodka, bourbon, beer, scotch and more.
You see, you sight. Water have no definite shape.
At room temperature, it's nearly colourless, tasteless and odourless.
Water exists in all 3 states. Solid, liquid and gas.
So can water not exist? I'm sure no.
Reasons: Exists in all 3 states, 55-78% of human body.
Verdict is,
Water can never extinct. Water can't not exist.
Ditto to decisions.
Liquid state during turning points of life.
55-78% decision making in life. Exists in all situations.
Colourless, tasteless and odourless. No definite shape.
And shed during the loss and gain of any case.

2008-08-16T07:46:00.001+08:00

i hope you choke on my fucking heartbeat and drown in my blue blood. the lonely walks bring out the lonely eyes. the hunger dies because of the lies. my stomach asks for something you can't give. something you can't feed me anymore. i bet we believed nothing could change us. now our limbs have turned into shovels that even out the dirt. i just like to think out loud. my ears are tired and my mouth is sore from the life that you can't handle anymore. if i could give you just one night i would make it last two seconds. you make me feel so alive but that same love won't let me survive. so come on. destroy me. you say you eat fucking hearts for breakfast. better cook up mine for it's the most important meal you will ever have. enjoy tonight because tomorrow i will force this straw deep into your throat and take back what was once mine. i just finished chapter one of "it's not you. it's me".

..aa... - ..aa..

2008-08-12T05:19:00.002+08:00

Was.

I was. He was. She was.
A significant tool indeed. Depicts change.
Is, on the other hand, portraits no margin.
I mean. It does trigger a chunk of sense.
Left = right. Impossible. Stop spilling my time.
Being left equates to was. Being right, in this case, teases a gibberish tropic of situations.
Wait, this is heading, or getting, or destining, or going?
No. Where is my torn list of priorities?
Back to the future X=X dive into the past.
Thus, James Bond requited me. You are not a plumber.
More like, me of me. Bond = James? Right. Left.
Pack the past, unpack the present.
And transpose the present to the future.
Just like present future past participles tense. Left-ed?
If it ever coexist in this complex world of was.

2008-08-11T00:53:00.002+08:00

The ever-lingering righteousness of one's thought. Thanks
Sephia-ed out in broad and spacious, yet crampy daylight. Thanks
Crampy for the ill-minded. Unfortunately, for me in simpler terms. Thanks
I do accept such doings. Such precautionary measure. Such... Thanks
Or such. Such and yeah, such I did. Thanks
Well oh well, least, I'm having my soles glued. Thanks
Does glue means temporary? Thanks
For now, and then, on safer plates. Thanks
And when continents glide, they shatter into the slightest pieces. Empat
Like the crystal ball of hope. I and I was previously fixing my eyes on. Empat
Ouh ya, mechanic mechanic. Pardon your resignation. Lima
It's just a phase of life. Enam
A phase where I downpoured. Cats and dogs. Bilang
Nevertheless....

2008-08-05T01:33:00.002+08:00

I seek complexity in arranging my imperfect fingers. To
So to interlock as I bow as low as the deltas seeking for acceptance. value
The 5 letter word, guilt, ever-n bear a greater reasoning for me to drown myself with such acts.
If only you would analyze and place yourself in my entrapped shoes. is
So to see a realm full of sins and wrongdoings. Not literally. to
But if only-s existed as a medium.
A medium where regulars and larges dwell in, if they are empty handed. seek
And if hands were to preach, it will... for
Drop it and lose it. Hands won't speak.
A word or two invites no harm. the
I dispatched my ability to count anyway. Thus, leaving us on the same plane. priceless
A pendulum trails systematically in an expected manner.
But do humans = pendulums? intangible
I'll allow you to spit your own verdict. characters
A verdict that determines how well one view another.
The endless flowing tears you shed never quadruplicate the one or two words I slipped. one
Ouh ya, I can't count. Ditto. inherit
Anw, endless gratitude for whatever you value in making a difference.
And that you brain-fickled a change. For the better. naturally.

I'm sorry. Very am, mom.

2008-07-31T00:18:00.002+08:00

Breathe validity of yourself. Gargantuan euphoria.
Your's truly bear not embrace your entity. Extravagant.

Dear blanket,
Pardon my inclined ignorance towards you.
I witness a steep disadvantage over my continent as well.
I'll drill with you these soon-to-be nocturnal hours as my vision is slipping through my eyes.

Yours truly.

2008-07-29T14:08:00.002+08:00

Sincerity. If only...
Only a pinch of it will do. I won't be standing here.
However however, ..... Done is done.
So be it.

Yet again, cherish point 10. Grasp* Sigh.
[Insert] Adjectives in process.

2008-07-21T22:43:00.002+08:00

1. Draw. the line that separates ideas
2. Fade. into the nothingness of an empty cup
3. Top. S my routine
4. Slice. the biscuit into 5 seaweeds
5. Hook. none
6. Acrobatic dogs. to see
7. Magnetic cats. to feel
8. Blue cucumber. i eat
9. Red milk. i spit
10. Human failure. I Am

List goes on. I don't need ......
Hmmmm. Moo

Observations Of Human Failure - The Observatory

2008-07-19T08:10:00.002+08:00

Neither.
X = 587489569579, Y =2 Hahaha. Going good.
7X - 36Y= Xs
Therefore, = Xs. Right on!

Ordinary. Point of which I'll never return.

2008-07-11T00:33:00.002+08:00

Seek. I hope u realise.
Interest. Ahhhh. 5 years of nothingness.
I should.
Life is boring. Indeed.

2008-07-03T11:55:00.000+08:00

2nd. What's wrong?
Can't spin.
Top top top.
Fuck. I'm a human failure.

2008-07-01T11:38:00.002+08:00

Alt + F4.
Ctrl + Alt + Delete.
End task.
Control Panel.
Remove programme.

No more no more. Love

2008-06-26T17:02:00.002+08:00

Who?

2008-06-24T01:34:00.002+08:00

Thanks for the snap.
Now, would the real slim shady please stand up?
I repeat.
We going to have a problem here.

Problematic systematic mimic.
Grow yourself a pie tree.

2008-06-22T22:39:00.002+08:00

Sit on the steps smoking till your neighbours come home.
Sit on the steps smoking till you come home.

And worry when you're late.
And be amazed when you're early.

I wonder who you are.
But I accept you anyway.

I tell you the worst in me.
And try to give you the best in me.

Answer your questions when I rather not.
And tell you the truth when I really don't want to.

Forget who I am.

Forget, forget. Somehow, somehow, somehow.

Still, I wonder who you are.

2008-06-19T00:36:00.000+08:00

Run your egos sky high. I don't care.

2008-06-10T19:21:00.000+08:00

Support infantile ones on their hike in depression. Not.

FGIQTMFSICZSQRSHLYWROSDU
BADURETISYIFOFHUJKDEWOCGNGHT

K. Covalent mode.

2008-06-09T07:19:00.002+08:00

Parenthese - Belle Epoque

230? 3W - 9I = 1P
1P = 2S
Therefore, P5 = 3O + 2P

My pet, "pursue", lost the battle.
Time will eventually catch up with reality.
Rey was here, before there happened a major eclipse of values.
A pinch of honesty, a tablespoon of responsibility, a cup of tolerance and a drop of dignity.
Past will naturally mix these ingredients.
And tadaa, FATE.

A dish that will take a lifetime to dine.
Maybe I'll wait for the reincarnation of Nostradamus.
Perhaps, we can dine together in vision of Valhalla and yes, it will help in his Prophecies.
Till then Earthlings, let's celebrate 21 December 2012.
Pre-toast party, before our existence get literally toasted.
Nah. Let FATE do the night walks. And we'll do the snoring.

2008-06-05T04:18:00.002+08:00

:D
I Just Want To Runaway.
Like literally.
Reality.
DRAW-KWA.
Verity. (Y)

2008-06-03T14:14:00.000+08:00

Up, up and away - Chimp

2008-05-31T14:54:00.002+08:00

Hay Holmes, Slow Down.

Well, indeed. Flies Are Spies From Hell.
Hmm. De-spice.

2008-05-30T03:35:00.000+08:00

Thanks for the lip service. Gah

2008-05-27T20:40:00.002+08:00

Hello))) Sunn O)))!

Bathory Erzsebet - Sunn O)))

2008-05-27T18:03:00.002+08:00

Sustain 12'oclock.

Tweek.
Blow.
Rattle.
Snap.
Oh keith rowe. What a genius.

2008-05-23T02:52:00.005+08:00

How Strange, Innocence?
9 Iron = 140m +
Damn. To the road and beyond.
There goes my pelican.

Still, I'm pondering.

Anyway, Damansara this weekend. Anyone?

IG :D

2008-05-22T13:04:00.002+08:00

The Earth Is Not A Cold Dead Place

Humanity = Overrated

Cherish

Our Last Days As Children

2008-05-19T22:11:00.002+08:00

Further up, further in.
If it ceases, I'll stop.
If it continues, I'll prolong.
If it starts, I'll spark.

It's coming to a halt.
Hello, pit stop.

2008-05-14T19:55:00.000+08:00

2008-05-09T00:51:00.002+08:00

*Snap.
Reality knocks the door. A way out would be substituting the way one live.

I've been gleeing from ear to ear these few days.
Some reasons beyond words.

2008-05-01T01:47:00.002+08:00

John Zorn?
I ought to have my path constructed.
Let's attain such proficiency.
Cobra cobra. Now, let me get something to fang on.

2008-04-16T23:48:00.002+08:00

Ahh. Sweet.

2008-04-06T15:28:00.002+08:00

I'll never fix my eyes on those who pop pills to fly sky high, burn grass or even, those who digest cans just to force all the internals out of them through the esophagus. And to those I'm pointing my limbs at are those who seek joy in these, on a regular-daily basis.

And when one came up asking how's everything and go "Okay. Have Fun Aights."
I'll go "Have Fun" back at you, while you can.

2008-04-03T12:50:00.001+08:00

de·pres·sion [di-presh-uhn]

–noun

1.	the act of depressing.

2.	the state of being depressed.

3.	a depressed or sunken place or part; an area lower than the surrounding surface.

4.	sadness; gloom; dejection.

5.	Psychiatry. a condition of general emotional dejection and withdrawal; sadness greater and more prolonged than that warranted by any objective reason. Compare clinical depression.

6.	dullness or inactivity, as of trade.

7.	Economics. a period during which business, employment, and stock-market values decline severely or remain at a very low level of activity.

8.	the Depression. Great Depression.

9.	Pathology. a low state of vital powers or functional activity.

10.	Astronomy. the angular distance of a celestial body below the horizon; negative altitude.

11.	Surveying. the angle between the line from an observer or instrument to an object below either of them and a horizontal line.

12.	Physical Geography. an area completely or mostly surrounded by higher land, ordinarily having interior drainage and not conforming to the valley of a single stream.

13.	Meteorology. an area of low atmospheric pressure.

Now let's talk about aiding those who need to bring back the ocean to the shore.

2008-03-30T15:52:00.002+08:00

Disappointment.
Yes. I have to pick up my pace.
Yeah pace?
Exactly,
In fact, should I just let everything I incurred go? Or should I still pursue?

2008-03-25T23:00:00.000+08:00

How i wish this is intended for someone. Haha.
I don't have one in the first place.

2008-03-20T00:43:00.002+08:00

Why can't I have an imaginary friend?
I wish I had one.
You know, where you can pour your thoughts to.
You know, where you can ramble randomly to.
You know, where you can exchange waves and handshakes.

Ahh. I wish I incurred a mental illness.
How beautiful life would be.

2008-03-13T00:30:00.003+08:00

I, Monarch.

2008-03-13T00:30:00.001+08:00

I, Monarch.

2008-03-13T00:25:00.002+08:00

Light me a fireplace,
I'm burning my cash away.
To the slightest 1 cents,
To the slightest 1 tenth.

Light me a fireplace,
It's in my heart, to say,
To the slightest 1 sand
To the slightest 1 she-man.

Nevertheless, maggie goreng anyone? Gah

2008-03-05T00:10:00.002+08:00

I think i think i think.
I have i have i have.
I self I self I self.

Independent? 2 weeks +?

2008-03-03T07:13:00.002+08:00

Gegarisan, Sedia, Mula!
Yesh. Thoughts are racing into my mind.
So much that, I've misplaced my own sense of whats and whatnots.
Gah. My mind is gradually being slurped out.
Not literally but yeah. As if the was x gravitational force action on it.
Where x = surroundings.
Yeap yeap. Denial? Or should i say denali? Being null and hereby.
Hence, Nullaby.

2008-02-27T02:56:00.003+08:00

2008-02-27T02:45:00.002+08:00

Ring ring! I need a tele.
Ding ding. I need a delay.
Wing wing. I need a line.
Sing sing. I need a spark.
Ting ting. I need a change.

Fling fling. I don't needa.

2008-02-26T01:02:00.001+08:00

Greet Death.

Open the windows, Close the doors

Just like.

The grass was green and the sky was blue.
Not anymore.

2008-02-18T02:11:00.000+08:00

I'm never good enough for one.

2008-02-03T22:20:00.001+08:00

M MMMM MMM!

2008-02-03T22:20:00.000+08:00

M MMMM MMM!

2008-01-29T15:28:00.000+08:00

One year one year.
KL this weekend with pasta friends.
Pretty broke this month.
I'm living on a credit note.

Anw, on another note, :] :] :] :]

2008-01-29T00:59:00.000+08:00

Cloud 9?

2008-01-24T12:29:00.000+08:00

edisni nwod peed

More than what meets your eyes. My, in this case.
Russian muff or Ronsound hairpie?
I do not see where this question will lead me to.
Or why would i asked such a question.
Anyway, tunes @ www.myspace.com/sswaltz
Check out if bother.
For now...

2008-01-22T14:08:00.000+08:00

Eye juiced two sea ther imp-portance off klife.
Not anymore.

M eye?
Time is a gargantuan factor for now.
I can't pay to search for my misplaced time though I know theres a dead-end in halting it.
Just like a fist clenching drops of water, only to acknowledge slippage is inevitable.
Yes. Slowly and surely.
With countless shutting of eyes, I just realised how flashy time is.
I'm turning 18 this year. And yeah, nothing special happened to me in this closeto-2 decades of sleepwalk on the surface of Earth.
I hope the first will be... sometime soon.

2008-01-20T01:04:00.000+08:00

Shaz?

Sounds. The expulsion of air molecules, those never seem to exist in vacuum. After much suggestions, I still devour to the sonority I've longed for in my own realm of rarefaction. It's inevitably gloomy that what I audit will be a piece of my gargantuan jigsaw puzzle. But don't you think the power of sight will be nonfunctional. I'll abort the principles I clench to with utmost strength.

Home, I spend my time microscopically. The noun seclusion I tend to dwell in. Bah. The four upright peach-painted walls. The vicinity I lavish seconds with the ones that dissipate in broad daylight and reappear whenever I'm snoozing. The district filled with countless memories those of a cup of pungent tea to the extend of concentrating it with sugar. Def Leppard - Pour some sugar on me?? Reckoned so. The berth I bunk in daily as though as it was my last day on human ground.

Astonishingly, bearing a whole new essence to the tablespoon of life is never uneasy. I tend to breathe up to it's complex state. A little but crucial insight will do. A pinch of faith, a cup of discreetness, a shake of dignity and some personal paramount touches will create a meal I would dine for, even if it takes several judgment days. Well, an optional topping of cynicism always been my prime pick. That should explain the inscrutable frequent breakdowns those similar to Walls of Jericho.

Zip the bag. I won't let any belongings exposed to you. I'm pretty sure people will interrogate themselves. Residue-ing to a main point whether they perceive me well. Haha. The fact that versing me and discerning me well are eminently miles apart. Well, this post parades my walk of esprit. As much as the volume of freshwater as compared to the entire water body on the face of the galaxy.

If you didn't acknowledge how this post is paragraphed till the very brink of moment, each para birthed a letter, those to form my name.
Well, if you still have no attainment in it. I'm really regretful to spit that, your IQ knowledge is of no distinctness than that of a perishing puny prawn.

:]

2008-01-18T11:19:00.000+08:00

2 months ago.

Limitations. An external factor which tends to dampen our capabilities. Yeah, we can expect the bests of aspects in one. However, stereotypes tend to get the upper hand.
Yeah. People often say beauty and brain, they don't exist. I just don't understand what people see beauty as.
Second rasoool's post. Beauty for me is how well one value things. If you value something more, it tends to be more beautiful to you, more appealing that is. Perceiving things in a different point of view, beauty don't exist in a realist point of view cause it is normally found from within and inevitably avoiding all the 5 senses-criteria.

Ouh well. I'm bored somehow.
And yesh.

2008-01-16T10:35:00.000+08:00

Segregations. Keep them coming. Great.
And nope, I won't diss you in any way cause that will make me of no difference.
I hope i hope i hope.....

On another note, I'm pretty much content about how my life revolves.
Ahh great. Least, I'm satisfied with almost everything in life. Even the slightest things.

2008-01-04T00:03:00.000+08:00

I can wait no longer.
I'm missing school somehow. Weird.
But my mind's been stagnant for a couple of month.
And I really want to divert such time wasted doing nothing into something productive.
Least, I will benefit somehow.

2008. People been talking about it.
Resolutions??
To regain faith in something I disbelieve-d.
Yeah, disbelieve-d with the d. I'm coping well somehow.

"Take pride in your craft" Thanks a lot.
I'm sure limitations will fail me.
Ahh. A better way to end this post.

Oh well, we in this case, was never about someone.
It's about my inner self.

2008-01-02T09:47:00.000+08:00

2008, ahhh.
New Start to an already started yet ruined life.
How contradicting.
What I meant was to change.

2007-12-30T06:04:00.000+08:00

1,2,3,4...............361,362,363,364th. Numbers.
Gradually increase as another form of numbers gradually increase, which in this case, is time.
2007 is a year not to forget. Oh well, every years past and years yet to come, will be years not to forget, in someway or another. We tend to reminisce our past.

Tears, joy, regret. They happened. But sometimes, we just barely realise it.

Cause We're..........

2007-12-18T17:56:00.000+08:00

The power of -ed.
Is as great as the power of changing.
From one's past to moluding one's future.

2007-12-18T00:22:00.000+08:00

Wednesday. New surroundings.

2007-12-13T16:15:00.000+08:00

One man's meat is another man's poison.
One man's junk is another man's treasure.
Beauty is indeed in the eyes of the beholder.

We cherish and celebrate our differences.

2007-12-13T16:14:00.000+08:00

FUCK

2007-12-04T02:31:00.000+08:00

Death is never the end. It's a transition to the afterlife.
And after you're gone, I'm sure your spirit will carry on.
My best for your afterlife. For you.

Rest in peace.

2007-12-02T02:47:00.001+08:00

Coping well, setbacks.

2007-12-02T02:46:00.004+08:00

2007-12-02T02:46:00.003+08:00

2007-12-02T02:46:00.001+08:00

2007-10-18T15:02:00.000+08:00

In your face.
Mahatma Ghandi's idea on peace - "Violence is not the key to success"

If only I'm born in the 15th century, I'll owned Nostradamus..Not.
I think I'll be living in visby. Upholding my scandinavian roots.
Clatter my shield and sword for war.
And get dug 6 feet under with hundred others. Mass graves.
Isn't that homely or homo-lee? Oh well.
Depends on how one cum his thoughts.
As far as my future is yet to happen, I'll stick to my roots.
Humanity. The OH-SO-GLORIOUS NOSEBLEED.
Well, unity is the blood in this case.

:]

2007-10-12T19:58:00.000+08:00

Finally.....

But.....

2007-10-11T11:57:00.000+08:00

Thoughts. A oh-so-powerful ecjaluate oxymoron tool. Yesh, one will tend to contradict, or should i say contradick themselves. It's rather inevitable for one to not gag any thoughts. Your instincts will naturally invite them right. In other words, it will appear on your doorsteps every moment you open the door.

Ahhh. I've a secret. But telling it won't make it a secret right. So there's no point telling.

Anw, I missed my first UT. Haha. So much for a new jump start.
Oh ya, rouge, if you happen to stumble upon this blog. Telling you that I'll be contacting you back again right after O's. It's left with your part.

Ouh ya, I've been strolling aimlessly since march... Oh well.

2007-10-01T15:14:00.000+08:00

...... and it all began.

" A new dawn awake. In the midst of my endless stroll, I came to an alley far worse than the one portrayed in the cheeky hogwarts movie. Ahhhh. There, a wave of an uneven shadow evaporating to the air like those of the morning dew. The phrase "curiosity killed the cat" is as good as me skinning one alive. I dragged my limbs sloppily, approaching "it" in the slowest yet most caution moment of my life. Right before me, a face filled with a cauldron of mixed emotions faced me as I had my most awkward stares of my life. A pinch of sorrow, a tablespoon of depression, a drop of regret.. wait, drop?! Well, drops of dehydrated sweat was all over his face. At least I know, he's been up to some workout or physical activities. Bah. Anyway,.... *f-c-licks, back to the...
He dug deep in his tattered pants just to light a cig.
"Hey sir, Are you like fine? You looked..."
As soon as I reached the peak of my 'oh-so-friendly' statement, he interrupted with a low yet draggy BIG "NO"
He dragged a puff and savored every little exhaled gas, as if it was his last stick.
...
..
.
"Well boy, one life - one chance. Do your own maths"

DANG!!!!! I WOKE UP SUBMERGED IN MY OWN POOL OF SALIVA.
ONLY TO FIND THE CLOCK TICKING PAST 9.
^@#$!_(&_!@#%$!!!!! I'M FOREVER LATE FOR SCHOOL.

2007-09-23T12:35:00.000+08:00

That's it. I had enough.
A huge titanic-al "I GAVE UP" tattooed all over human's most powerful tool, the mind.
Not only the mind, but MY mind. It was the biggest mistake of my life.
Countless thanks though it will never matter.
Miami Ink, you guys may tattoo a stretched BIG "LOSER" on my forehead.

On another note, I'm turning..........
It's final.

2007-09-13T21:19:00.000+08:00

Dear family esp. brother,

I'm cooking you guys middle fingers for your meals. It's not like I give a damn about you guys esp brother. Oh shit. I've got no brother arh. CB. Korang memang besar nyer pukimak.
Aku pon dh malas nk layan korang lagi. Mampos ar.

2007-09-13T17:41:00.000+08:00

S-E-R-I-O-U-S

2007-09-05T21:52:00.000+08:00

The last three days did open my eyes and anchored it that way.
The true meaning of classmates. Thanks alot W26K.
Sorry list......
1)For coming late as in very late. Hahaha. Midnight then reach. Haha
2)Puking at the front gate. Hahaha. Thanks delon for calling me bangla for my kind act. Haha
3)Not sleeping all way through. Because I may make noises that causes anyone to wake.
4)Tag along your cycling sesion. I was waiting for a call... ended up him waking up at 6.
But hey......look at the brightside. I may puked at one of you guys instead of the toilet.
Hahah.
5)The air some cannot breathe. Not me only hor,. Alex and kai wei also.
6)Chionging to white sands to accompany a mate to eat.
7)Came back late to rejoin you guys.
8)To rad-Not eating with you but just teman. For supplying cheese too. Haha
9)Chiong home early cause i got last minute work on wed.

On another note. I'm up since monday.
More than 60 hours. How sweet........
I looked like a human-ed panda.

2007-09-05T21:49:00.000+08:00

Againn.

This time not undigested fried rice with green peas and chickens with skins and stingray.

Burger, mug and mash potato.
Undigested toooo. Haha

2007-09-04T05:02:00.002+08:00

I puked.
Damn.

2007-09-01T03:09:00.000+08:00

*waves

Mary bursts,"Four places"

One by one, they left.

"Ma'am, how long have you been doing this?"
"........since 1995........."

And soon, our eyes and hearts were the main driving source of....

Honestly, I would like to splurge millions of thanks to the one.
Your advices, thoughts and experiences.
Thank you destiny, for making that night a turning point.

I hope to bump into you one fine day.
Thanks alot wise madam.

2007-08-29T13:21:00.000+08:00

Our struggle is an ancient struggle, for evil is old, old is evil and it never dies.
In chaos and oblivion they reign.
With the wings of an eagle, we soar.
With the heart of a dragon, we ride.
With the downfall of nature, we believe.

The rape, the massacre and criminals are lead to their grave sins.
But why not the god's soldiers?

Well, it's all in between you and god.
As for me, I would expedite to valhalla with utmost strength and honour.
Long live the funo-ugri, Izborsk varjag, soumo-ugri and fellow folks.

Valhalla, here i come.